I miss my darling friend
Don't know why I am posting this here and I will probably delete it before morning but I just need to verbalise it.
I miss her so much.
She died in February and not a day goes by when I dont think of her and regret not telling her how much she meant to me.Sometimes I think I will wake up and it will have been a bad dream.I suppose everyone that has lost someone feels that way.
I see her family dealing with her death and wonder why I can't talk about her without being in tears.
I am so sad tonight and wish so badly that she was here so I could give her a quick buzz or a text.
Her childrens lives are changing again next month and that makes me sad for them.They should have their beautiful Mum with them.How do those children deal with the loneliness of not having her there when I find it hard?
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Love and Miss you D.xxx
dear amum, i was reading through the posts [as i do frequently] and i found yours. it was very touching and i needed to write to let you know the feeling you have of this loss is normal. when my dad died in sept 08, i thought i couldnt live anymore with the awful pain i felt. it was like the heaviest weight had been placed on my chest and i couldnt breath. well i want you to know that it does fade with time although there are still little things that trigger it occasionally. if you are interested, i started a thread here for anyone who has lost a loved one and there is a great bunch of girls there who know how you are feeling and would love to offer a shoulder and tell you how they coped with their loss. please know you are not alone. my thoughts are with you, trisha.