posted by wilmaone
06 November 2012
Feeling miserable
Last reply:
08 November 2012 21:18
Hi ladies
Kind of feel cheeky posting considering I'm coming up to the end of treatment.but I'm so flat,confused,sad and angry!!!soo much has changed in the last year I am so apprehensive about leaving the safety net I've had hanging under me all the way through.what do I do now???who am I now?my poor kids deserve a mum that's not always tired or cranky what a childhood I'm giving them to remember!!cant talk to hubby he's on the 'your all sorted now' road can't talk to my mum as my dad not too well at mo so she's busy.sisters have enough going on to hastle them either.reslly feel like unwed to be on my own but also don't !!!i really don't like who I am now tears are streaming down my face as I realise this.its rediculous I was all held together and positive up to now why am I falling apart.
Xx
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